Recharge
Sunday, 23 of December , 2007 @ 12:47 am
This week, I allowed myself to be sad. I allowed myself to cry even if I couldn’t afford to break down, what with all the schoolwork I had to finish. Sheesh. I don’t think I’ve ever cried that much in my recent life history. Every time I felt like I’ve cried my eyes raw, the tears come back. But I knew I couldn’t stay sad for very long, especially with the friends I have. There’s only so much negativity I can take; you have to get tired of being miserable sometime. I forced myself to be happy, and I’m glad it worked. I don’t want to waste my time being sad when I could be enjoying moments with the people that still matter.
I think it was a good choice to feel too much all at once. All I needed was a week to be sad. Now I’m okay. I’ll use this break to recharge and get back on track.
Category: College, Friends, Love

Comment by johanna
Made Sunday, 23 of December , 2007 at 11:45 pm

There’s only so much negativity I can take; you have to get tired of being miserable sometime.
Minsan magsasawa ka na rin maging malungkot.
Uh, kakilala ko si Racine, at sa kanya ko ata nakuha URL mo dahil na rin sa paper niyo sa psych dati (respondent ako, hurrah! XD)
And yeah, putang inang puso, mapagod ka naman